Through my heart, darkly.

(a work in progress) 

(she)

I don’t hate him, but I’m tired of his ways

I don’t mind you, but at least you made me smile / do you notice how I touch you? feel my games in your skin / I don’t know you; I think I want you anyway.

 

            (he)

            So, you can have me in any way

 

Wait, you’re falling; staring at me all the way

I did turn you on, but now I need to be your friend / It’s that I wasn’t thinking, now I feel like a mess, cuz’ I still love him, altough he’s always far away

 

            But you can have me anyway

            you should have me anyway

           

I could hurt you

You should fuck me anyway

I could break your heart

I still want you anyway

I will use you

You can have me anyway

I’ll still be around

I won't matter anyway

 

If I don’t take you, I know I’ll feel so void and sad / But if you kiss me, I'll be out of this desire / just call me fuck me right away

come suck me fuck me in every way

take me bite me run yourself on me

and then leave me

 

I won’t love you anyway.