Fool

Too far away
From my deliriums
I thought I've found a warm light
In your mixed signals

They'll never know
We should have commit
(but) The truth was told within lies
and words of vomit

         Am I a fool?
         Cause' I'm walking away?
         But if you change through,
         I'll have no reason to stay... and I care.

Surrounded and shot
Almost killed
The wolf will still try try try
to hurt and ill
         Rivers of blood
         and crimson seas
         within it's eyes, it cries, dies
         bled with bare teeth
Then I woke from
This lucid dreaming
At sound of warmly spoke words
Of never leaving

         Yes, I'm a fool
         But your eyes still want me closer
         Yes, you've changed through
         And hunting season it's not over.

---

If wounded still I say I love you
It's because I love you, and I mean it
If hurt still I yell I love you
I do love you. It's not needing.
With a foot on the grave I still scream I love you
And I love you -cuz' you need this 
      (nana na nana na Na)
      (nana na nana na Na)
      (nana na nana na nana na Na)
      (nana na nana na Na a a)
      (...)


*Fool was first written on august 1998. Several versions of the lyrics were then rewritten and this last one dates from today. The song has been alive for more than 10 years now.

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