Whimper

No one ever told me how to feel
Instead they teach me to get mad
Now I ache this rumble in my head
   I know I should stop eating my days
   and loose my brain, and mess things up,
   -but- this itchy craze accelerates

         And I do
         Remind you
         Yeah, I do
         Remind you
                  of your indifference
                  ~

No one ever told me how to feel
   Instead they talk about the norms
Fluent speaking, nothing ever told
   I’ll never get their life as known
Craddles shifting, children laughs in vain
  No balance lost, no blalance done
Curse of life as cursed in darkly spells

         And I do
         Recall you
         While I do
         Remind you
                  Your indifference
                  ~
         Yes, I do
         Recall you
         Yeh I do
         Recall you
                  And your indifference
                  Of the northern winds
                  Through a dirty glass
                  Letting hours pass
                  At the dimmest light (At every fork in the road)
                  The seconds I get tired (At every troubled night)
                  In the back of my head (At every tire squeal)
                  At a sordid stare (At every bitter kiss)

 

No one ever shows me how they feel

No one ever tells me if they’re ill
No one ever speak their mind for real
No one ever talks with honesty

         Or that’s what I think…

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Humming version: ending of 1998, beginning of 1999. 1^st version: November 25^th, 2000. This version: September 2008. Female Singer.